The ugly realization

That's step one, the ugly realization, but there's always a preamble.


You're sitting around, it's day two of your non-stop Battlestar Galactica marathon, and you've

eaten nothing but pizza, beer, and bad Chinese delivery when you notice a heaviness to your

thoughts. There's something ugly, perched up there in your brain, weighing on you. You try to lift it

with beer and a conversation about what you would 'do' to six but it doesn't go away and an an

already awkward, lie laden conversation, leaves you feeling queasy.